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So I wrote this over two years ago, found it on an old memory stick recently. Enjoy? God Im depressing.

Forget To Remember

There is a light
So very far away
At the end of the tunnel
Of a brighter day

Clutching at the dark
Wishing to stay hidden
Dreams and desires
Thoughts forbidden

It can’t happen like this
Though I wish it could
It shouldn’t be this hard
To try and be good

Hope for a future
With brighter lives
Step out of the shadows
With blinking eyes

Squint in the harsh glare
Of glowing angels and saints
While the bitter darkness
Behind me grows faint

I’ll keep looking forward
Moving ahead, never stop
And try to block out
The steady flip-flop

You made my heart dance
Every time that me met
Memories from the past
I’ll never regret

My time spent with you
Makes my future look bleak
And I pray that without you
I won’t become weak

And give in to temptation
That I want so much
So your memory
Will become my crutch

That will sustain me
Through days, short and long
Until I find a place
I truly belong